i want a degree.....in fine arts (the city
i'm in is the perfect small town to earn a degree).
i want to graduate from one of those expensive art schools (
ect...art center, cal arts,
cca....
preferably cca)......note: i signed a contract to continue to work for this company 2 more years.....quitting is out of the question????
i want to qualify for financial aid, though, i know i won't.....? for some reason???? but i still think i should.....and.....quiting is not an option????.....
i want my forever friend.....who's just as ambitious as i, who loves music as much as i do, who has good taste (but won't tell me how to dress..i hate that shit) and who cares for me......i know this has nothing to do the move but it still seems so far away.....
i want kids.....adopted or from me....it doesn't matter. (even farther away....)
i want to visit my aunt and uncle in
norway within the next year or so....and stop by to see one of my first
myspace friends in
rome....ciao
bella.
i want to retire in a house in a green state(i fell in love with
mississippi when i was there as a kid (my fathers running grounds)), i felt like i was home in the south, but......i need a major city close by)
i want to teach art history and sell clothes/antiques.
the reason why
i'm mentioning all this is because where i am now everything is slower, easier , cheaper, to do because it's a small town. moving will bring on more obstacles (mainly school).
i remember when i was trying to get into
fidm....not the hardest school to get into but it seemed like there were all these obstacles in my way... and it was breaking me down.....and one day i was just fed up and was
ballin' to mother dear (my grandmother) about what i was going through and she said the oddest thing.....something i had not expected her to say...." well.... baby, your finally ready to live...you ain't going to die anytime soon"......that shit still trips me out because she is right.....if you have the drive and the passion nothing is going to get in your way not even death.
word........