0 comments | Friday, December 29

the irony....


shit don't happen like that unless planned...pls...i know.



note to: YOUNG ladies everywhere....
if your in a relationship and your having trust issues...he is not for you(.)...trust, should be like second nature...you just know...and easy to read....if you don't trust him, then bounce.



and note to self: ...(kim, my friend)....you want the chase and if your not givin one...it's time to break.


i'm out.


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k boxing...

did a little in L.A. in the garage at the bailey's.

very empowering...but i'll think i'll need and want a trainer...

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people wanna jack me for ma boots...yes. i believe og price was damn neyaah 400 bucks but i got them for 20, last change yall .



white boy thought i looked "rad' today? wanted to take photos but i was like naw...



my corner store provides 1.food 2. money(bank) 3.crack in a cup(starbucks) 4. dvd's from a machine...dope.



yeah i know a ton of vegans... but imma straight carnivore and i feind for chile's chipotle blue cheese bacon burger(yes i know i went a lil to far with the pork...but it ain't a daily thang)....mmm..finga lickin good.tho.



afro samurai starts thursday @ 11pm. caint wait. (don't know who does the anime but it reminds me of one of my favorite vampire movies Vampire Hunter D....(big time tom boy i know).



i think i'm gonna take some kickboxing classes...felt too good in them gloves @ my cousins crib.


and for those who have plans for the new year i will never comment or speak to you again...yes i know sad...(new girl in a new place thats all that is)...but it's all goood baby...lol.







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cassie
not only can't she dance but she can't sing either...

peep this.



that cracks me up we do this all the time...when we gonna learn that it not all about looks, its about talent and creativity....

and you must check out my new favorite video....lol

indian thriller

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0 comments | Wednesday, December 27


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quirky...

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1 comments | Tuesday, December 26



i hung out with my brother in law and my cousins husband this holiday and i love it...1.they like the fact that i like to hang out(my drinkin buddies).. 2. i give and get an honest option about things with no strings attached...(...you miss out on a ton of "boy" knowledge when you have no brothers.)


so this weekend for the most part i was more than half of the time toasted.....either drinkin this Jamaican concoction of dr0-W and alcohol mixed in this huge arrowhead jug(don't ask)....or beer @ a sports bar eatin hot wings.



on friday no...saturday when we all got in we went to the Jamaican families home and winstons comes running out like "wheres the little man"...and i'm like...awww(my ex).... and he says... him cyaant handle you ....him cyaant climb that tree...i blushed.



he wasn't talking about his height or his size. it was his style and bravado...there wasn't none.....but he's still a sweetheart tho... (but..for someone else)


winston sees what i like in a dude...it's that aries thing....but i cyaant ever have him hook me up ever again...a while back. dude tried to hook me up with his cute Barbados cricket team mate that i had spotted @ one of his cricket games....HE couldn't understand him...so that meant for damn sure i couldn't.(talk about...lost in translation)


but yes...talking w/ the fellas...i'm finding i'm a bit different than most and most would not understand or would want to take on a challenge such as this....is this true???.."for those who know me"?? is this a good thing or a bad thing? i mean..yes, i rock shit differently...yes, i got a raunchy mouth...of course i'm sweet and sour...and yes i'm looking for someone to take on a challenge with me...maybe it depends on the person?--he better be f*ckin worth it....

do you ever feel iffy about posting blogs???? i do....but f*ck it...

i left my plate of curry goat and jerk chicken at the L.A.X...was doin waaaayyyy too much...i could use that plate right now.

love ya's.......no me to's pls





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0 comments | Tuesday, December 19



i can remember a few years back...me and my moms was sitting in her quilting room watching t.v. and Betsey Johnson was on this show and my mother recalled a time when she use to always buy her pattern at the fabric store (the house of fabrics...member that?) and make them for us.....i was impressed with the both of them.




there is a store that i frequently stop in to see their newness called oilily and its mainly children's fashions but the stuff is really nice and extremely different than what you see most kids wearing. i have always loved the look of a hipppie-ish/classy kid and the gear in here reminds me of what betsey johnson would do for kids....i like the fact that the garments look like they are--useful....(recycled fabrics)...i dig that..but yet funky like betsey.....


i am really thinking about designing for kid--focusing more for the girls(sorry boys)......this store just gave me a push...


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0 comments | Saturday, December 16



i really like clothes and have tons of them and me hatin to do the wash....i'll let my sh*t pile up till i'm rummaging around trying to find what's new to wear ( gotta work on that...)

so yesterday i had loaded up my car with all my essentials and decided that i was just going to go to the laundromat after work, to take care of this mess i have created, all in one swoop.....took only two hours(...yes, we have a laundry facility in my complex but you really have no ideal of how much gear i own...i could shame you.....and that's not a good thing.)



as i was sitting there watching my clothes spin and reading "botany of desire" (yes i'm still on this book as well as "fledgling", and "eragon"...hey, it's a whatever book i get my hands on first typa thing)...i'm finally on the chapter about 2lips--which happens to be my favorite flower since i was a little girl....i'm digressing....


in walks this hispanic mother and her snotty nosed little girl...who immediately hands all the papers that were in her hands over to me--but, pulls one paper back cuz that one was hers. yeah anyway....


as i get back into the history of the 2lips and how it's one of the most extravagantly useless types of flower...this little girl keeps coming up next to me (like she was drawn to me) talking about "that boy hit me","what cha doing" and "where's my mommy?"--i started to question what sign she was (cuz...that's what i do)...and with her out going personality...she seemed like a sag or a scorpio to me maybe a leo ...maybe...but the girl was trippin me out....


so i point out what isle her mothers on and began reading... again...but, off in the distance i hear this little voice say "bitch" (no...she said bench...right)...and again...i look over and it's the girl hopping from one seat to another sayin bitch...bitch.....bitch....and my mouth dropped (in that....ooooh...im tellin shocked look) ..her mother nonchalantly said "you better stop that ....i don't know where you get that from" (....from YOU...her reaction was too relaxed)...i can remember when i had tried to use the word "damn"...lol. it was no pretty sight....i can even remember where i was...in the kitchen and she was cookin dinner...she asked me if i knew what that word meant and of course i didn't... she made me go look it up....after she scolded me...


i think a year later we were in trouble again...this time she made us look up "pussy".....lol

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0 comments | Wednesday, December 13




moons in Libra today and is f*ckin w/ me....a well needed quote...


"the promise of a butterfly is contained in the death and transformation of a caterpillar."

photo done by madeliane arnaud....... i've always liked this one.....never thought i would use it.

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0 comments | Tuesday, December 12

well'.....she was a no show.....second time....i don't know who she has worked with in the past but i don't need bribing or lying to get me to do anything (just the truth)...but she now has a history with me....i don't trust her.

....i am a black women in a field that you don't see very many of us in--as in black folks. i have no time to for bull.....i may have to let her know that.... i'm into moving up and move ahead(as well as she)...and if you can help me do that and i help you along the way....i'm down w/teams win!!!....lol....an inside joke.

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my untouchable...




i just love his look...
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my neighbor asked if i was 22 or 23 years old.....damn...i feel good...considering my last blog.
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i am ready to admit that i don't........want to go back to my ex....i have been fighting this denial for a while....
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are men who watch america's top model gehy????..or just dudes who like purty women?
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things i wanna try......
> jumping out of a plane
> pregnancy and giving birth
> make an all music podcast...i've been known for my music taste yo.
> get to the bottom of the grand canyon
> one of amsterdam's coffeehouse
>la sagrada familia in barcelona, spain
> snow in the city(.....missed it by a day)
>the louvre.
>you

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0 comments | Saturday, December 9



this morning i woke up to these two girls and a guy pratically yelling and laughing at the top of their lungs....



the girls: omg...i thought you knew her?!?



ole boy: no...she just came up to me and started talking



the girls: hhhhaaaa(loud)



ole boy: no...i didn't know her and guess how old she was...34 (laughing)



the girls: omg! (more laughing)



ole boy: yeah...she showed me her L's and all.....i mean 34....i'm only 29....



the girls: hhhhaaaa(loud fading laughs)




so......i've been off ever since 2am....



is 34 old???....35? (april 2...gifts pls...)



i think i just got my feelings hurt...lol...what a way to wake up....damn.


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0 comments | Wednesday, December 6


is tellin a lie...uhhh ha, uhhh ha.....angels are honest thats why they can fly....ba dum bum bum....why would you fib there ain't no reason why...tell the truth, tell the truth, tell the truth....lol.

whew...takin me back to my church's children choir dayz...

and on that note....i think, no, i know i work with a chick who stretches the truth now and then....well see if she comes thu tommorrow.




peace, love, and souullll....lol

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1 comments | Sunday, December 3

apparently this is "the spot" on fridays from 12-2am




boy i'll house you, your in my hut now.....(c)jungle brovaz




who the hell is that weird ass dude with the briefcase???.
....imma sucker for rhythmic dudes .




even n' dea davenport is there workin it 80's style....love it....

that would be a pretty cleva ideal if mac would continue to do this at their store.....may end up being one of the hottest night spots.


this isn't at the apple store but this chick can dance....kinda reminds me of damita jo "freeman" (not janet jackson...where does she get of using her name like that?? no fuckin comparison)


ahh...takes me back...

| Saturday, December 2



some of the most real things in the world can be things we can not see....