her closet....

i can't wrap my mind around that whole way of thinking, ugh....

talking to my friend micheal the other day i was probing him on whats some good shit to do around here and where to go in this godforsaken town...and so during the convo, i had dropped the "now, if we hangout i don't want to be causing static( yeah....i know 80's verbiage)with your girl or your wife and all--quote"....(pls note: i was mad curious about his situation and had to drop that one in...and i did say i was going ask, right? past post) but yeah we were talking and he had said no he ain't wit no one and don't even mistake him as being ghey(which i knew he wasn't by the way he was checkin out my baggage one day) but he just doesn't like relationships and thinks is wack that people have them....HMM!?!? so i asked....so what?...you mean you don't wanna have someone to grow old with? and all he had to say is..." yeah most people say that"...liar...lol. yeah he's 37 but as he gets older his dick and his age will decide whether he will settle down our not...you cain't call that shit yet....
and if you askin ...no, he's just got the wrong taste in music (i heard some stuff off his ipod and i wasn't feelin it), music taste is a big definer for me and the spots he was mentioning iono?? ? we'll see. and he's a taurus....not.

it's funny how i practically have to be drunk off my ass to write...lol.

Labels: aries sun, my cancer rising talking, sag moon thinking

rethinking a way of life....

Labels: sag moon thinking

it's not always about what you know, but your ideals on a subject...to me that's better than having all the facts...ideals can create new facts and formulas......there would be no philosophers, artists, writers...etc. without the unknown.

i love not knowing everything....i can see the beauty in it all.

Labels: sag moon thinking

i can't stand people who take over the whole conversation when there's a group.....makes me want to get the remote and push the off button, or walk away. i like to hear ideals from all people but if one person is dominating the whole conversation that's fucking annoying...unless that person has something interesting to say.....hmmmm, maybe the real problem is i don't like the person or their ideals who's hogging the conversation.....hmmmmm?...lol.

Labels: aries sun, venting

i'm just literally screwed.... i have a pattern...from what my sister says.

this damn computer is fuckin me up...

i meet guys that i clique with on the internet...(yes i have mentioned this before but i just feel like i need to reinstate it)......

so shits good, vibes right. you know?
and i end up getting hurt to what i call " close pussy"...that is where the dick decides the fate of a relationship.... nothing more nothing less, whatever pussy is close and they have (some...) of what their looking for in a girl, wins, but in reality what they really want is 1800 miles away....


take a chance.....

Labels: my cancer rising talking

i haven't really posted anything here since i set it to private..... like i was telling a friend of mine.??? i guess he's a friend?? but yes, what is the since of being on blogger without being able to post out your thoughts for the whole world to see...i mean what kind of gratification do you get from that?

but since monday...or maybe a couple of days before that my brain has been going a mile minute on all kinds of shit...here's the list.

my sister laughed when i told her about my infatuation situation that i think is starting to aspire..


me: so remember that dude i told you about?
her: yeah
me: well i think i am really fellin' him, i wasn't even tryin to go there with him.
her: i knew something was going to happen between you two....lol...what sign is he?
*i told her...
her: lol......(laughs) where does he live?
*i told her...
her: lol......(laughs)how old is he?
*i told her...
her: lol.....(laughs harder)


i fell like i have jumped over from one untouchable thing to another...but the thing is that he gets me and that is very hard to come by...f*ck.

and speaking of f*ck it's been almost a year in april...chocolate covered strawberries ain't doing the trick at this point.

taking care of this may help my tense stress feeling i have been having lately, releasing it my help but... i don't want it like that/ but i do.

on the other subject...i enrolled into school,...i gotta learn the "processes" of how designers and manufacturing companies work therefore i am able to see the end product...it's been a long time coming.....

Labels: aries sun, my cancer rising talking, sag moon thinking

thank you nikki

....my sis said that most women are @ their most creative when their in love.........hmmmm?

Labels: aries sun, just a thought

(c) andre 3000.......


i must admit that i am attracted to younger fellas, been this way since high school??.... can that sh#t work?

Labels: aries sun, going by pure feelin....

well @ least this is the beginning for me.....

yes, i know i've been out of commission for about a week now, the job has been kickin my a$$....


okay my store IS sorta really like the bev. center, long hour and all...(taken me back....seriously)



i have finally come to grips w/the fact that i can no longer do major things on the weekdays...i won't make it.....been invited *really*......but my body is tried, that's one thing about an office job than an active one...you just get tired and wanna get in your comfy pj's kick your feet up and rest while the cubicle dwellers are ready to move and shoot pool and sh*t. please let me know if my theory is incorrect because my ex and i use to have disagreement's about this one all the time.( or maybe it was because he was a gemiIIi????....you know how they are.....) ...but no one thing or person is better than the other, sometimes i do wanna go out there and play pool... or i i i i .mean learn how to play pool.



just wanted to rant about my job today, that's all....



oh......and shoot out these questions...
→do you believe in signs...you know like the movie, i keep rubbing my ring finger and i don't know why??? he is not for me....3 chances and your out...right?



→should you continue to go for what you really want? even though there are always obstacles in the way?

Labels: my cancer rising talking

yes, yes the first was i believe on normandie or maybe off of Arlington (can't remember exactly) but right off of adams ( use to go there in my young teen years) but this joint-along with the famous la cienega one are no longer in business. but the baldwin hills and the hollywoood location (near the bev center) would get my business every friday that is......before i moved 3 years ago....:( i miss it...)

there are just some craving that you get and can't find the cure for-- like.....a taco truck -taco you know the ones wrapped in foil w/the lime, radish and carrots on the side)

or johnnie's pastrami off of crenshaw and adams (great i don't give a fuck, it's late food)

baja fresh....ain't a taco truck but it'll do....

lol.....i eat, and amazingly so i don't gain shit....it's my j-o-b.

Labels: food, food and more food