her closet....

well i did it....the only person that had read this blog from start to finish(other than my sister) was just deleted from reading it he doesn't know yet and prolly won't even notice....it was good while it lasted....

miss lead but clearly my fault for reading in shit to deeply....i always read in shit deeply

miss accusations.....and other shit

on the cheek.
on the lips.
on their neck.
in my room.
in their room.
of the opposite sex.
of the same sex.
a little younger than me.
a little older than me.
who was a complete stranger.
shorter than me.
with facial hair.
with curly hair.
who was drunk.
while i was drunk.
who was going out with someone else.
while i was going out with someone else.
who i didn't want to kiss.
right after i kissed someone else.
at a party.
at the end of a first date.
at church.
in the rain.
in the backseat of a car.
on a plane.
on a roller coaster.
under water.
in a public restroom.

im ready to hear that voice of yours....



but surprise me....so dont just like call like whenever you get this message....




call.....when your thinkin about me...








you still have my number right?

...this is the time to hit the huntington library...or maybe give it....uhhhh?? 2 or 3 more weeks or so...this was the distraction that i was fighting all day today... there are just somethings i miss livin in l.a.....this place (the huntington library)...walkin down melrose/rodeo/venice---pick one...the muslims slingin bean pies off of crenshaw/king.... random bbq's, get togethers with home-made salsa--tv's tuned into the nba finals and sippin on a beer....im missin home yall....hm.hm.hm.hm.hm.lol.....i am....this month to me is called the rebirth--the start to livin freely (the shedding season...ha).

....today i would have loved to have walked trough the rose or japanese gardens at the huntington library and or strode trough the many houses holding henry's art collections .....


my good friends fathers worked or works at this place as a mechanic and any free time we had from work we would take a trip to visit....what i liked most was that we got to see what was behind those curtains/those walls passed what other visitors were able to see....the owner desired was testing fruit and inventing one of his own...and had acres and acres of test try trees.

i can remember walking trough tree after tree of beautiful samples of citrus's practically getting lost....lol and sharing a much needed beer with the workers after the walk trough the acres of land...it was an absolutely beautiful trip....this is the shit that is embedded in my mind and i will never forget....as well as...

-taking a afternoon to drive down to knots berry farm just to get some fried chicken and to fill up on their infamous boysenberry punch

-the smell of evergreens right outside my parents house and listening to them talk trough the santa ana's...

-chicken and waffles early saturday or sunday morning

-negotiating prices downtown at the fabric/ garment district

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TIMES OUT for cookin. i tend to make large elaborate meals and me being the left over snob that i am will leave that shit in the frig till the shits fermenting.(imma day or two typa leftover eater no more than that)... so trader joes is now my best friend--they make reasonable sized ethnic-ee sized portions for one.yeah.

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i also found out that i am not a im typer ...hey, yes i work with my hands but on a another level...give me a paint brush and a drill i can do wonders. (if anyone is willing to find that out)

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obahma has oprah's vote and who else???...money rules everything, even presidency....come on all the magic's, jay-z 's and all the black millionaires lets get this going. this shit could really happen(c)hollywood shufful

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so im adding more people to view my blog so some things will have to be pulled back and deleted...i dont wanna shock em....lol they don't know that about me yet...lol...if ever...lol

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im seachin for a name of a shoe...sorta dance shoe that every girl use to rock during the 80's and all i know is that @ the slauson swapmeet they use to have them in all colors along with the tapered capis pants...damn i miss those dayz...
all i know is that the shoe name starts with an "E"....watch some chick a year later wlll blog about it or something and claim it as her own...

(1) my parents are getting old...i worry more about them than i ever did in life...mostly my dad, he has this coughing /clearing out his throat type of thing going on that i had noticed i guess two years ago...im a worrier(as some people know..lol) and i am starting to watch for it every time i see him.(yet i'm starting to notice)



(2) im changing my name...(gradually) i had been contemplating this for a while--bout 10 years or so. my sis had stated to me today that all artist...should have a cool name(via...writer, musician, artist, ect)....so thanks to her and a blog buddy i'll be using morgan as my first.



(3) june ambrose....this was also the trigger of the name change(love the name).....stylist to the stars.



(4) talking to my mom yesterday givin me b-day wishes she had stated that the first babies are pretty special....not lacking on the 2nds or the 3rds...ect. but she said that your so in tuned to every feeling and everything that happens the time of your first birth because it was like an extremely new experience...it had never been done before....like sex...lol.(eveybody remembers their first time?...lol) but she also said that i was the test child too....lol



(5) im still figgerin out if i should call him or not??? am i ready??? weird i know....



(6) two things i really like to do, dress people and build things...okay maybe three...decorating stuff...but yeah, i miss the styling bit, hopefully i will have a gig pretty soon on the side.



(7)gewurztraminer is better than riesling by far....

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